Ten seconds of being

Frustrated.

Weighed down.

But not giving up just yet.

Even if being .. trying to be positive stinks sometimes.

TONIGHT is to be included in one of those moments when you just wanna crawl under the covers and curl and die.

LOLZ

Not really die.

Maybe for an hour or two,

Drink. No.

Smoke! NOOOOOO

Like, just be NEGATIVE!

Wallowing.

Crazy.

The ten seconds of procrastination is up.

back to being, hello there positivity.

ack!